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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
at the end of the day (today). i realised something. i realised that everyone have their own lives to live and they can't be there for you forever... aka : you are alone.
I mean, friends have their own lives, their own family, and no matter how late you guys hang out or even hang over, at the end of the day, they still have to leave you to return to their homes. And even your very own family members, at the end of the day, they also have their own lives to live. basically, we all lead a different lifestyle.
There's this saying by the not so young (aka old) people: "you come alone, you leave alone", which is very true. You are came to this world alone, and yet you die alone too. I guess that's the reason why some old folks choose to die alone in some secluded place. (and no, i'm not harbouring any silly thoughts, don't have to hide the knives away from me...)
During this term break, I realise that.. yea, damn it, i'm alone. NOT that i'm a loner or something, but no matter how many friends I go out with, at the end of the day, I'm still left alone. To some extent, I kind of like this type of macho uno feeling, but as time goes by... ... i dread it, totally.
Haix. Nvm, it's just 2 more weeks before these lonely nights will be conquered by Master Assignments.
- all by myself... don't wanna be.. all by myself.. anymore...
by Dj Z @ 1:12 AM